Should have known better -
Than to holler out to you
Two years earlier -
Quite the arrogant one, I would say
Getting your attention was the worst thing to do
I didn\'t know then -
How you would make my heart so blue
Cheating, lies, & drugs or what you knew best
Seven long on & off years
They were pure hell at best
Mental, emotional,& physical abuse,too -
I was so young, I didn\'t know what to do
Two children we had together -
One girl & one boy
I already had a little girl,too
Should of known better -
Than to holler out to you
Using me in any way that you could -
Hurting me in every which way that you thought you should
Your madness,evil,& crazy ways -
Made me lose my babies
You didn\'t care either way
Told me that if I wasn\'t going to be with you -
I wouldn\'t have them either
You made sure of that
No matter what obstacles I went through
Losing so many years with my babies -
Now that they\'re all grown up
I can have a relationship with them maybe
I should of known better -
Than to holler out to you
All the days, months, & years -
You made my heart blue
One at a time -
I\'m getting my babies back
Nothing you can do to stop that
I should of known better -
Than to holler out to you
Years gone by, depression taking over
Pushing through the days, months, & years
Surviving the hell you put me through
My babies are all grown up
Can\'t keep us apart anymore
For the rest of my life -
Showing them, that they are my heart & more
They are what I survived this crazy life for
I should of known better