Examining my life again I ask why do this to myself
When the words don\'t come so easy lost upon a shelf
Hidden even from myself in the library of my mind
I can deal with it later I\'ve said to many times
Somehow it was my mantra to escape my precious lies
How the others need my all or I just don\'t have the time
Is there a way it could have freed me if I only faced it then
It\'s just not the choice I made and now Ive finally found my when
To look inside myself renovating recess in my mind
The more I\'m willing to clear it out the more of me I find
Parts that sometimes scare me still it makes me feel alive
An interesting adventure dusting places in my mind
A better way for me to be no longer hiding in the void
I guess I\'ll keep on writing and see just where it leads
Somehow it seems to help my life embracing other parts of me