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It was rape

I swore to keep my lips sealed

Heinous acts kept in the dark 

The bruises and cuts I concealed

I couldn’t help it

Words of rape from my mouth were spilled 

My hips and lips were sore

These marks and memories are something I could no longer ignore

You clawed at me like an animal 

You were the predator and I was the prey 

After you violated me I was poked and prodded photos taken of my beaten body on display 

My pleas and refusal was discarded 

You expected me to obey

When you were inside of me my fear choked me 

Leaving me with no words to say 

After I felt dead

I left my body that day 

I see your face 

I see your face in my nightmares 

Your teeth that bit me and your predatory stares

I can still feel your nails scratching at my skin 

I think of your hands sometimes and all the places on my body they have been 

You justified the things you did to me 

You told me my body was a walking sin 

You said “ what did you expect to happen?”