traumas they surround me but I can\'t let them see

because I know they will surely leave me

it has happened before the horrible pain of abandonment

I can\'t take it anymore

nothing feels important anymore am I just that dead

why can\'t I lift up my head?

Nothing is working the void is only growing

like a river its flowing

this is it there is no light at the end of this tunnel

goodbye to everything that has shone