traumas they surround me but I can\'t let them see
because I know they will surely leave me
it has happened before the horrible pain of abandonment
I can\'t take it anymore
nothing feels important anymore am I just that dead
why can\'t I lift up my head?
Nothing is working the void is only growing
like a river its flowing
this is it there is no light at the end of this tunnel
goodbye to everything that has shone