I never posted anything yet for this year
because there is something...yet
that I fear
and it turned out that I was right.
My feeling was right all long
that I was not okay
but I was having trouble differentiating
between intuition and actually losing
because I have been living with what I feel
but not everything is open to me
because things are known when I am ready
or trauma would set in.
So here
with a different name
because I only know right now
that in order to keep myself sane
is to focus on the present
rather than on something that I may not have
and get lost in the thinking
due to the disturbances that were given
in my journey
in my life
in my path
in my...self.
- Joker Star