Ash :)

A letter for you, and only you.

Dear father,

The way you expect me to be is something I cannot live up too!

All my tears I have cried in silence because of you. Hiding all my real truth from and because of you!

Look, I love and care about you, I really really do but I can\'t live like this anymore. Believe me or not, I don\'t care.

You say you own me and I can\'t live my life yet but then you go and say why do I hide myself away, your contradicting yourself all the time.

First you say your proud then call us lazy. First you say you can help us but then say were \"too young\" to feel this way! First you say you love us then call us aggravating! First you say you support me, then say I was born a girl so Im a girl. So which is it? 

Your confusing and way way to hard to please. I feel like a disappointment because I can\'t live like you want me to.

Im sorry that Im the one hurting you, but just so you know your doing it to me too.

I love you so so so much but please let me go. Let me live and be me.

Im sorry.

                                                                                                               Sincerely,

                                                                                                                  your aggravating oldest son