I find it hard to fall asleep at night
Maybe because I realized sleep can\'t offer the peace I so badly long for
My unrealistic expectations blur my sight
I\'m unable to see clearly what\'s before me,
Because deep down I wish there was more
More to us just the way I want it to be
I wish I could erase you from my mind
But how can I, if you\'ve engraved your self in every part of my soul
I wish I didn\'t think about you all the time
Because when I do my mind goes blind
And I\'m unable to see what\'s really there
The fact that you\'ll never be mine
Why does loving you have to feel like a crime
Why does it hurt so bad when you ignore me?
Why did I let you get under my skin
Why are you so mean?