I keep thinking I\'m sinking...?
In my dreams, I feel nothing but fear...
Awake I\'m fake, I\'m confident, Full of cheer...
Well, that\'s how I appear...
No blink sandwich here...
No gloating either my dear...
Treading on my dick sure seems to be a habit of mine...
So in hindsight & oh father time...
We seem to think it over once we\'ve committed the crime...
That\'s not how it works, unfortunately...
Every action causes a reaction...
Ripple effects every time...
No matter how little or big the damage we do...
Forgiveness I seek every day...
I think about everything, not one thing at one time...
Compassion & kindness...
Yeah, that\'s a bit of me...
What other way is there to be...
Understanding doesn\'t grow on a tree...
Others seem to think that who I am made me weak...
Lucky for me it is not their approval I seek...
Every day I find more of my inner peace...
That\'s me that\'s my truth...
Yes nasty I could do, been there done that...
Had a lot of apologizing to do...
I get nothing out of mockery...
I wanna make anyone & everyone smile at any given time...
That\'s my ticking clock...
Ticking all the time...