As I watch the crows circle over the house
I stare as I stand quiet as a mouse
I start to feel my eyes water
Now I\'m their next meal on the platter
Another mistake, moving again
New people, more friends
The pain won\'t stop there is no end
I want to smile but all I feel is tears falling
I won\'t rush, no more stalling
I must move on, I need rest
So, I lay down and put my hands on my chest.
I feel my heart beat slower
My eye lids get lower
I fall into a deep sleep as the crows
Circle, now line in rows
Above my head the call
Above my head they all fall
One by one they pierce my stone-cold, worn-out skin
I don’t feel them, their beaks in within
I feel as they tear through my epidermis
I try to open my eye, but I miss
Everything.
I lay there as they rip apart every piece of my body as if I never existed
Do I wish I could have resisted?
Maybe, but at least now the once reoccurring pain
Is no longer in my veins.
I can\'t cry anymore
I\'m just a pile of bones on the floor
Emotionless, fearless
At least now I hurt less.