I want to burn to ashes and rise up the sky as smoke.
that\'s the only possible way i could reach heaven.
there is no place i can say that i really belong to.
every place and person rejected this heart.
let me sink into this mess alone.
still lost on the same shore.
the color of the snow is still lifeless.
can\'t be changed.
can\'t be helped.
if i go to sleep tonight without waking up again.
will you think about holding me till then?