Its that time again
not as fast as usually though just seemed to sneak up on me
I saw it happening but then again i wanted to give my self hope at happiness within myself
it was to late though the clock was ticking and i was there standing with open wounds
I wanted answers but i knew them already i just wanted some that didn\'t involve my feelings acing after
it was that time again accept this one had a name a birthday and knew my whole story
the damage was done and the words were so bold it was leaking through my eyes
it was that time again i was back a little girl trying protect myself from all the confusion and screams
i didn\'t wanna be alone again but if its anything i knew best it was that i was the best at loving but not the best with happy endings
i needed a drink i needed time to replay itself i just needed to that little girl to tell me why was i alone once again
my jaws bleed from thinking so deep and biting my cheeks the more my thoughts took over
it was just over i was all alone again