Ok Waleed

I can’t trust my wife

Not because she’s white 

Not because she’s a woman 

Not because she’s made mistakes 

It’s 

because of my history with whites 

because of my history with women 

because humans make mistakes 

It’s 

irrational to fear what hasn’t been 

she hasn’t betrayed me 

but I feel it coming 

It’s 

crazy I might be, depressed yes

but what else am I suppose to feel 

when satan was once a angel 

It’s 

me 

not

you