I couldn\'t get rid of \"what if\'s\"
What if i were in somewhere else
or in another year
or in another body?
Could i escape from the words rewinding in my mind:
\"You are not beautiful enough,
You are not successful enough ,
You are not wothy,
You are just...
...not good enough.\"
What if i were someone else
Could i be loved
or mess up everything i touch
AGAIN?!
What if i were never alive
Could i be noticed,
have any worth to remembered?