The Dark Horse (Part 1)

The Dark Horse (Part 1)

 

You filled a gap in my soul

But then you left a bigger hole

The hurricane your presence brought to my being

I didn\'t know what I was seeing

 

You set the bar way too high

And for a moment you made me feel like I can fly

I know now that I cannot trust myself

Permanently putting me on an empty shelf

 

My courage left me once again

Because I still haven\'t learnt how to deal with this kind of pain

 

My emotions are my enemy

My mind fucking hates me

I am destroying everything

Because I no longer believe in anything

 

© Mallory W. Poe