I feel like my body is giving up ,
I can feel the tears coming out of my heart ,
The broken heart is drowning me .
My anxiety is unwavering,
I feel numb,
I feel like somewhere I am unsettled .
Depression is killing me ,
The tears , sadness in my eyes is not seen by anyone else’s eyes .
The pretending is hard ,
Showing off smile with a broken heart with sadness is hard .
I wanted to be valued ,
I wanted to feel worthy ,
I wanted to feel the love i deserve .
Why does this keep happening to me ?
Why me ?
Was I the bad person all along ?
My chest is filled up with a million questions.
I can’t deny ,
I can’t pretend anymore ,
I can’t feel my body live again,
I feel like my body has given up .