traveling to the other side of the rope.
balancing as it everything was easy.
the sudden wind blew me off the string.
desperately trying to hold on.
desperation turning into frustration.
frust turning into sleeplessness.
not sleeping and turning lethargic.
moods in disorder, now manic.
I didn\'t want it to happen.
ignoring my warning, whatever.
I\'m not lying to any.
been hurting frequently.
not telling others what\'s up.
words lost and throat laced up.
suffocating under the cold blanket.
I want to die to be frank.
can\'t make up for what happened.
can\'t deny it in my inner self.
memories are being discussed.
am I unconsciously hurting myself.
on this thread that I\'m hanging on.
kinda want to spark a fire and burn.
make it burn into ashes for me.
make it burn me into ashes.
traveling to the other side of the rope.
holding on as of it was easy.
the cuts on my fingers are rushing down.
my vision of everything is blurred.
confusion turning into delusion.
illusions turning into salvation.
salvation becoming the truth.
is it true now or not.