In my own country
We had a circuit breaker
The government did not want to call it a lockdown
But it was for 6 months at home
Enough to drive me mad
Like a bird flying against a window
Bashing her head until it bled
Tragically not let out yet
2 years of covid
And the gates are opening up finally again
No matter how great my country is
Or how she is improving
It doesn’t stop my heart from yearning the other countries
Perhaps it is called regional depression
Covid and the lockdown have brought me to some very dark places I never knew I could be
And made me feel so bad that I never knew I had these feelings in me
The scenery is ever beautiful
But the thought to fly away never leaves me