I wish to share the darkest secrets that my heart holds
and with it the story of the journey I have had
Tell you why I am a mess, and why my heart is so cold
i have nothing to hide, nothing to hold back
And if I do tell the tale, I hope you have my back
blame the grand pursuit of love
which almost turned my heart black
it always ended in tears
we were never good for each other
And the loss was good
But I never lost hope even when discouraged by my fears
I knew you were a better lover
And all the loss would be somewhat worth it
when I get to earn my peace
when I get to have you close
I was the easy prey
I dig a vibe and just want to roll with it
Without much thought since I just want to flow with it
it was never easy , When you were away
it was you I longed for every day
it was you I looked for in every man
it was you I loved in every dream.
I got tired but the loneliness was great
when it was you I wanted day after day
I was never careful and so my heart is in pieces which I hope you will pick
beneath this load of pain
the love for love still remains
if I don’t give it a chance, then we might not meet I still wonder why you delay
They think I am a good game to play
Only you know that I deserve good and to be loved
That is why i want to give you what is left of me
i hope you treasure it , it’s all I have