Nightmares storm comes rolling in
like a tide or a safety pin
or a car in the wrong lane
always ready to cause pain
intrusive thoughts scatter my mind
invade my safe space
my dreams
they twist and turn in to mareish frights
wake me up in the middle of the night
thinking of how he might hurt me
of how he might get in
will it ever end?
will i ever be truly safe?
away from this place
away from these thoughts?
away from these feelings?
these are all questions
the song of nightmares storm sings.
the tide washes me back in
evertime i think I am safe
or okay
they rip me back under
i dont think im ready to go
but who am i to decide
if the thoughts will push me under more
will i drown?
or will I be saved for the fourteenth time?
will the cycle ever break?
these are the questions
the song of nightmares storm sings