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You Could Have Tried

I wonder if you survived this, would you have stopped? Would you have been there for my high school graduation? What about college? Would you have walked me down the aisle? Did you ever acknowledge the \"i luv u\'s\" instead of the \"I love you\'s \"? What about the late nights of us just knowing you would call? You got busy, that\'s all. It\'s not like you forgot, how could you? It\'s all we wanted you to do. Just call. Tell us your lies about how you would get clean and let us think that it\'s what you mean. But you waited until 2014 and tried and failed, and that was it. Fast forward 9 years, and you have your \"Next of Kin\" signing papers at 18 for your body to be released for viewing. All because you just couldn\'t stop using.