In the light of my new age
almost there
though I\'m shrouded by a darkness
an emptiness
i used to think i wouldn\'t make it to 14
and here i am
days away from 16
I thought my age of mighty darkness had passed
but like a season or the rain
it always comes back
i spend my days wising i was okay
wishing i truly had someone to talk to
but no knows what its like
to be harassed
blackmailed
groomed
abused
nobody knows it like i do
not in this small town
where everyone has happy lives
where everyone has never had a bad day in their entire life
everyone gasps when they hear a small bite of the hurt
like it hurts them
if only they saw what it did to me
it broke me
stepped on my once innocent heart
ended what ever childhood wonder i had left
i live forever in the age of mighty darkness
forever in this hole.
at least it\'s safe.