Confused am I by family
but by self most of all
inner thoughts causing calamity
outer self ruined by one call
trust broken time and time again
betray, forgive, betray, over and over
no forgiveness for siblings ten
trust, betray, forgive, breaking my cover
hurt by their actions and my own
unsure how to carry on with these choices
made in love maybe, hurt to the point of disown
thought of as crazy and asked if I hear voices
sisterhood is broken perhaps for good this time
no tears have I cried for her or her decisions
so deeply saddened this I carry out in rhyme
for this, there will be no more repetitions