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why so lonesome, cowboy?

haloed by the pale yellow glow
of a single street light,
crunch of gravel under well-worn,
well-loved, boots,
a lone cowboy boards
that lonesome city bus

pays the driver with a
slightly crumpled two dollar
bill, and a forget-me-not,
carefully preserved in plastic film

spurs jingle on the long
way to the back of the bus,
sinks down onto the seat and
wishes for a worn saddle instead

dead of night bleeds into
the rosy hues of dawn,
and still that cowboy rides,
unsure of a destination just yet

cowboy finds he misses
the west, all those rolling hills
and flat stretches of desert,
the feeling of your hand in his,
silence broken only by the baying
of far-off coyotes

and the cowboy exits the bus then,
tips his hat to the driver,
leaving the faint smell of sawdust,
and some of his heartbreak,
behind him

walks with purpose into
that rosy dawn,
your name on his lips,
and flowers held in
a steady hand