Sophenia

Loving you when it is not real

 

My heart hurts when I think back to our early times 

To the point where I dared to express my love in broad daylight

 

What hurts the most is the love I still have for you but can\'t express 

The pain I feel is undescribable and gives me a lot of stress

 

My mind goes back to the night when you told me you cared for me 

but that a future together was something you didn\'t see

 

I still don\'t understand how the future is all that matters to you 

I only act upon the love I feel in my heart, which isn\'t untrue

 

So here I am, still loving you and our memories

Which I will always keep as treasuries

 

And despite wanting to keep continuing the show,

I know you don\'t want to continue and that I need to let go

 

Even though it is very hard to feel

I know loving you at this moment won\'t ever be real