I told you I was angry.
You told me that scars were a
\"turn off\"
I\'m so sorry
I\'m so sorry that I survived myself
I understand how disgusting it is
how repulsive it is to see
ha
I wonder what you would say
if I left those same marks on you
would you see your reflection and hate it?
would you cover your arms with pen to hide scars?
I know it\'s repulsive but if we are being honest
so are you
you shamed me for my health
you shamed me for my life
you shamed me for my ability to keep going
so you tell me
how you are so much better
addiction is not a
\"turn off\"
So yes, I am angry with you
for making me feel ashamed of scars I let heal
\"don\'t open any more\"
you have no control over me
not with that attitude
calm down and stop crying
the world isn\'t yours anymore
I\'m taking it back
and I look beautiful
I look fierce
I look like hell and I blame you
but don\'t worry
soon you will too