he is my everything.
he is the sun, so let me be earth. or venus. or jupiter.
hell, let me be a singular oxygen atom.
as long as i can be within his reach.
so when he gets hurt by another, i can be his medicine.
so when he trips and falls, i can be his crutch until he heals and leaves me yet again.
he is nothing short of my everything.
in fact, he could never be short of my anything.
my standards are so low for him, i would take a tiny smile one day a year.
i would hold onto that smile like it held the answer to what i am meant to be or why i am here.
in a way, his smile kind of does.
he is my past, present, and future.
he will always be my reason for existence.
i came to this life waiting for something. waiting for him.
he came into mine unknowingly.
he is my fate.
and although i am not his, that is okay.
at least i got to know him.
and kiss him.
and love him.
and have him be the reason i cry the tears of true heartache.
all i ever wanted was him.
all he ever wanted was to steer off his route that lead his soulmate, just to hurt me.
when we are finished, he will go right back on course and find her.
i just wish he realized my path led straight to my boy.
my course ended with him.
why couldn\'t he just end with me?