Hiding behind the line that I’m broken
The deceived to now deceive
Blame the lies I was led to believe
unashamed, it was through his lips that they were spoken
It wasn’t until I learned that he who laughs last, laughs best.
i was too soft, so easily taken.
But the pain he caused was never forgotten Especially when he tore this heart open
It is smart that i be unforgiving
uncaring and thoughtless
Since losing my footing trying to be good
Then left to drown in an endless abyss
after feeling the pain I had numbed for too long
to survive I chose to be savage
I dare hope I manage to possess strength
enough to undo all the damage
It was truth when I said I wouldn’t be the same without him
When he left, the light in me went dim
the need arose to appeal to my senses to tend to my distress
Knowing my own bitterness , I had to get even instead
Save the ego lost
Shame I felt when he left
maybe that could keep down all the rage