Dissociation
Broke me again
got lost in the amenesia
and now a blade went across the skin
only a minute lost in time
to someone who wasn\'t even supposed to be fronting
but that\'s all it took
to take a blade across the skin
four cuts scold my thigh
burn with disgrace
a year lost
for no reason
other than a bad day
and an alter who went rogue
this wasn\'t supposed to happen
everything was fine
but she wanted to destroy it all
hurt us
we worked so hard
for it all to crumble
in just a seconds time
one second singing to my favorite song
the next bleeding
hurt
broken
and we regress back to a year ago
when we had nothing
when we thought we were going to die
yet we made it
and we will do it over and over again
because we are survivors.
Not quitters.
Not broken.