I see her
The girl I’m supposed and want
To be
She’s within my grasp
Just a few more steps
But what if im not ready
To leave this behind
My pain
My crutch
My shadow?
But i cant be pain
forever
At some point i have to be something more
Because i am
Something more
It just took me a while
Is still taking me time
To realize this
Its taken mistreatment
Far too many times
For me to realize
I dont deserve this
I know i deserve more
Because that what i am
More
More than you can comprehend
More than you can apparently handle
Im done waiting
For you to decide
This is my story
Im taking the pen
Im writing it how i want it
Dont be angry
Hurt
Contentious
You had a chance
You wasted it
Now im going to be
What ive always been
Will always be
A
Striking
Determined
Beautiful
Queen
Try and keep up with me
If you can
Maybe ill keep you
If not
Enjoy the insignia
Of my
Royalty
Im done being
A shadow
Forgotten, stepped on
Watch me fly
Watch me glow
Trust me when i say you dont know
Who i am
Or what im capable of
But someday you will see
Because im finally learning
How to be
Me
A queen