Before
You
The memories
Your words
I still hear them in my head
I still see you
Like your sitting here beside me
You live rent free in my head
The Memories
They haunt me
Keep me awake at night
I trembly
You
Flashbacks
Places remind me of you
I crave; lone for your touch.
Divine
Bitter-Sweet
Reality
You were a fantasy inside hell
filled with hatered and
only brief seconds, minutes pure bliss
You made my skin crawl
I allowed you to have control
I believed you
Trusted you
You broke that
Instead
Sinful acts, Lies, Games
You
Play
I
Followed your lead
Became What
You
Wanted
You need
I lost myself in you
You
Killed a piece of my soul
took it with you
They pierce through my skin
strike
my bones
I’m shattering like breaking ice
Fragile
Vulnerable
You make me weak
My perception of myself
changed
Looking in the mirror
I see the negative language you spoke
so easily without a care
or second thought
You
never apologized
You never backpedaled it
Now
I am starting to forget your smell
Your words are starting to
fade
They strike
Missing most shots
As time goes on
I don’t feel as if your sitting beside me anymore
Finally
My lungs are filled with oxygen
The mirror is becoming my friend
I dont fear you anymore
You
Dont
Control
Me
Anymore
Finally;
I slayed the demon
You
The memories
Your words
may
still haunt
me
But I have forgotten
I
Im your
Demon
you’ll never
Slay
Maybe now were even?
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