He

He lays
in bed
Men
He searches in search bar
Strong
Fierce
Determined
words that he is
Not
Words that weight him down.
Weak
Fragile
Child
Him
Men can\'t cry
plastered on every wall he sees
words that taunt him
What will people say
if they listen through the walls?
Listen,
to his heart
pounding uncontrollably,
his hands ripping every hair,
his voices in his head,
the sobbing on the bathroom floor
and finally
the silence
when he has given up.