I don’t know what to do
This feeling for you
Consumes me
Tears prick my eyes
You feel like home
All my life I’ve felt broken
Or alone
But with you
It’s those feelings were never there
You don’t let me dwell in my pain
You make me happy
I am so scared to lose you
Because….
i love you
The stars and moon
Can testify
I’ve prayed for your name more times than I can count
The heavens could burst with the blessings
I’ve asked for you
I want nothing more
Than
To have you by my side
For the rest of my life
You are my person
You make me feel
In a way
No one has
It’s so potent
So volatile
Yet I can’t step away
Because as soon as I turn
It calls my name
Calls me back to you
I know
No matter what I say
No matter what i do
I could never
Not love you
My chest is going to explode
How do I tell you?
How do I show you?
Will you push me away?
Will this end
Will tears yet again rock me to sleep
I want to tell you
Want you to see
Just how much you mean to me
How much you always will
I will always be by your side
Be your one warrior
Defender
Lover
Partner
I would collect the moon & stars
From above for you
I need a conclusion
I can no longer handle
The unknown
When it comes to you
Do you love me?
Do you not?
Petals fall to the ground
He does
He doesn’t
He does….
I want happy ending
The beautiful love story
Will I get that with you
Darling?
I crave you in a way
That isn’t just physical
My soul feels connected to yours
In a way that no mere words
Could ever shine light upon
You are the blood to my heart
The oxygen to my breath
The twinkle to my eye
Please don’t hurt me
All I want is to make you happy
The way you make me
Bless your soul
My dear
May the stars and cosmos
Open to you
May you know what you want
May
It hopefully
Be me
The feeling inside tries to claw itself out
My skin is going to combust
There is no containing it
Yet I hide it still
Because
because
I am uncertain
Isn’t love supposed to be brave?
Then why aren’t I?
Maybe I will
Maybe I won’t
Whisper those three
Breaths
Maybe you’ll say it back
Or maybe I’ll hurt
And bleed
Love songs don’t release it
Oh to be loved by you
How would it be?
To feel your arms around me
Your hand in mine
Lips pressed against mine
Words shared between us
Knowing each other
Adoring each other
Could that be a reality
I really want it to
Sweet smiles rise on your face
The softness in your eyes makes my heart beat fast
How comforting it is
To be with you
Sweetheart how I adore you
Truly truly
Adore
You
The sun doesn’t blind me
But you do
Can’t think straight
See straight
Without you
Amor
Bless my soul
For I have fallen
Am still falling……
Oh to be loved by you