You have laid down your hand
But I have yet to lay down mine
Even now will not fully lay out my cards
You think you know me I can promise you do not
Someone once said
\"The truth is everyone is going to hurt you.
You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.\"
I no longer care to suffer for you
Fight for your attention
Want your love and care
I\'m through
Clearly you don\'t care
So neither will I
I\'ll board up this fire
It needs to be put out
Don\'t think I\'ll give you another chance
You don\'t deserve it
Even now I feel blood rushing to my face
That deal we made?
Void
I don\'t want to see you
Talk to you
Think of you
So I\'m purging these feelings
I though I loved you
It\'s funny how our emotions lie to us
Isn\'t it?
Even more funny how we fall for the lies
You fooled me once
Fooled me twice
I\'m not going to give you another time
I feel like such the idiot now
They warned me
Told me to stay away
I didn\'t listen though
Let the ship sail was ringing in my ears
Well now I\'m gonna explode that ship
It never should
Have been repaired in the first place
You don\'t deserve me
That much has become
Incredibly clear
I always thought I was good at pushing people away
But I don\'t hold a candle to you
Darling
From now don\'t call me mine
From now I will breathe without you
FROM NOW ON
I will no longer
Yearn
Ache
Want
Long
Desire
You
My heart has frozen over
My flames have been turned up
Good luck getting to me now
Baby
Especially since
I don\'t.... really
want anything with you
I am done being hurt
Being tossed aside
Second best
Not enough time
Well that sucks for you
Because I am amazing
Beautiful, sweet, kind
I am a Goddess
A queen
You just missed your deity
Because she no longer
Needs you
My fury burns
He** has no wrath like a lover scorned
And I have been scorned
A burning rose
A rotting heart
A deadly vial of tears
Swirls & Swirls & Swirls
Maybe someday I will be able to look at you and not spark
Now there is only inferno
Don\'t touch me
I will pull away
Don\'t smile at me
I will snarl
Don\'t apologize
I will laugh
Hurt me once
Hurt me twice
No longer will I allow you to hurt me as
Much as you want
In the name of love
Leave me
I am purging myself from you
The poison of you has spread
My heart
My mind
My soul
It will take time
Fire
Healing
Most importantly time
I have been forced to be made patient
So I will wait
I will change
I won\'t be the doe-eyed girl
Who loved you anymore
I\'m determined to leave her in the dirt
She\'s too soft
She needs a thicker skin
She won\'t make it in this world
Pity
Anger is what has to change
Pain is what has to redefine her
Heartbreak is what has to opens her eyes
She has always said she has to be baptized by fire
She wishes she could stay in the waters
Tranquility is not what transforms her
She is a siren
She is otherwordly
Most importantly
I\'m done being last