things seemed to be pushed farther from me the more i tried to reach out
It wasn\'t something i wanted it just happened
sometimes i loved it that way cause it meant i had to work for it
other times i just felt like it was a punishment i was born with
no matter how sweet understanding and friendly i was things got farther away
music even seemed to been seen more than heard now i could feel it before even singing it
that was in my head though i could feel alot of things no matter how far or how different it was from me
it was just in me