MY WEAKNESS IS MY UNABILITY TO TALK
I am so scared of standing infront of people
It doesn’t matter how many people are there
My body starts to be so hot
That I can’t even breath well
My voice cracks as if I’m gonna cry
I just can’t stand a huge crowd
Their eyes seem like some sort of creatures
Staring at me like they will jump up at my face
I burn so hot to a point
Where I feel like I am going to faint
This thing gets me especially during presentations
I just freeze and wish that the ground will open and swallow me whole
I remember this other time
I was doing one of my presentations
Looked up for tips on the internet
Thought I had it all and I was ready
But to my surprise, my mind went blank
Got scared of the people
Sweat was running as a waterfall in my body
I felt like I was gonna die
Don’t know how I got out of that hell
I just wish I was a normal person
Like other people be doing this thing as if it’s a small task
Whereas to me it’s a huge one
I can even practice for a month but
I would still be nervous