I do not love you
At times I hate you
But I need you in my world
Without you I am disconnected
You are fickle in the attention you pay
On again, off again
I can barely keep up
You deliberately torment me
Changing, morphing
Leaving me behind
And each time I must learn anew
How to live with you
You are unforgiving of my mistakes
And when I feel I will never find my way back
You mock and torment me
My life is inextricably linked to yours
And if could I live without you
I would
But until then
You are a necessary evil
And my only hope is that
Someone, somewhere
Will show me the way
To recover the files that I mistakenly deleted
I could have sworn I hit “save