Fuck that hurts
The smell of burning flesh.
Why do I punish myself like this?
Why do you punish yourself at all?
You don’t need to feel such pain
Little one.
You don’t need to put flame to flesh
to feel something.
I’m a wreck
that doesn’t deserve the life I have.
The things I have.
So that is why I must burn.
Stop it! Stop!
Why why?
My god, you hurt me so!
Just one more time.
I’ll stop after one more time.
Pull down the pants.
Flick the lighter.
Flame to skin.
You don’t need punishment.
You are beautiful
Little one
You have no faults
Nothing to fear.
Just please,
make me stop burning myself!