M.E.M.

Post-Cancer

1:30 PM

The pull of the tourniquet around bicep

as fingernails dig into skin, forming a fist.

Please let it only be one poke.

The prick of the needle,

 and sucking air through teeth.

 

Blood flows into the tubes.

One after another after another.

A slow methodical drip

as blood fills the last of 6 tubes.

Done in a blink!

 

Gauze to skin

wrapped in elastic adhesive bandaging.

Off for weight, temp, and BP.

 

The wait.

The long wait

in the waiting room

for the call of my name.

 

Nurse

Nurse practitioner

Doctor.

 

I know it’s gone,

All gone, but still.

Those words.

“…No trace of Leukemia…”

 

I might cry.

I will cry,

in my sleep tonight,

Because of those words.

 

I am okay.

I’m back to normal.

My new normal,

having lived through

and fought Cancer’s ass!