12:01
It’s already tomorrow
I still haven’t gotten out of bed
Deeply enmeshed in my sorrow
I don’t think this comes to an end
Maybe i should sleep
1:23
I’ve cried 3 times so far
Couldn’t breathe through 2 of them
I feel like I’m at a perpetual war
With terrible thoughts that I can’t condemn
I’m unable to sleep
3:32
I realize that I’m far from okay
My heart is weakened and my mind is a mess
I feel my soul drifting away
Into a deeper and darker distress
What even is sleep
5:47
The birds have woken up
The sun hasn’t appeared above the horizon yet
I wipe my tears and i look up
I’m still pretty upset
I dont think I’m getting any sleep
7:51
My family is awake
So is the sun and I
The day hasn’t started and I already need a break
All my eyes did since yesterday was cry
I hope to soon be asleep