jewelwrites55

Cold Turkey

 

Went off you cold turkey 

I was in love but you hurt me 

Shoulda known you weren’t different, 

How it all shifted in an instant 

Now my worlds tilt and shifting and a piece of me is missing 

Guess you never understood me, clueless as you ever could be 

Outta my mind about you so I gave you your space 

Stabbed a knife in my heart when I realized you played in my face

Don’t wanna wake up from sleeping, I only allow you in dreaming  

Your name turned to winter when you frost bit my brain 

A permanent impact, like a scar or a stain 

But I quit cold turkey shoulda known it’d un-nerve me 

Now I’m withdrawing, and my heartbeat is falling 

Hate that you’re fading, but be a loser for waiting 

I’ll still think of you like I do every day

And try whatever to take this pain away