Aya Kadid

wandering in the abyss

I can’t exactly describe how I feel 

But it’s not quite right 

Alone I wander 

Lost

In an ocean of thoughts 

Dark

Ghastly 

Thoughts 

No land in sight 

No guide for me 

I know not where I’m meant to be 

Nor what my purpose here should be 

No joy or peace can I discern 

Just endless thoughts

That twist and turn 

I long for something to ignite a spark 

To end this plight 

But all I find is emptiness 

A void that fills my heart with distress