What to say what to do
I\'ve been lied to so much in the past what real what is true
I question what I\'m told due to all my past trauma
So much happening lately and I loathe drama
I\'m pretty simple and I don’t really require much
All I need is love and every now and then a physical touch
Just a hug and it\'s going to be alright
Is the reassurance I need to get me through the night
When I get nothing day after day
My mind races for possible answers and then I\'m not okay
Feel like I fucked this up and cant go back
Never tried so hard to fix all that I lack
All I\'ve ever wanted is to find true love in return
All with good intentions but I always manage to crash and burn
He gets further and further away
When I just want him closer what do I do what do I say
I could never ever picture the face
Of the man standing next to me in place
Lately I have been able to in my dreams
My mind going crazy on what it all means
I feel like maybe he doesn’t even know
If I\'m worth all the added stress, if he should stay or go
Because of others past abuse and lies
Makes it harder for him cause my brain questions why
Sometimes I find it hard to believe
Because I wear my heart on my sleeve
That anyone truly likes and wants to be with the real me
All I know is this love is strong, in his arms is the only place I want to be
It\'s so hard not to numb and just fall asleep
Can\'t even begin to explain how strong this is how deep
I know we are taking this slow
I feel I messed up and he\'s wondering if he should stay or go
See my mind fills in the answers when I don’t really know
It\'s hard not to even see him or talk to him live for months so
I\'m trying to hold on as tight and hard as I am able to
Because I\'ve never loved someone like How I love you
All the info I\'ve found and what\'s all being said
Is opposite of what my intuition is saying instead
I would feel a million times better if he would give me a hug real quick
Idk if he realizes that he is what makes my heart tick he\'s my pick
I tell him but I don’t think he realizes how bad I need I need his arms around me
I really don’t know how else to say it so I hope soon he will see
Babe Idk how else to say this, I\'ve really never felt a feeling quite so deep
Tell me what you require your someone I will do anything to keep
I love you
And I know you feel this magnetic connection too.