I wish you knew how much I cried
I wish you knew how stupid I felt
I wish you knew how much I hate myself
I wish you knew how much it hurt
I wish you knew that my heart felt as if it was ripped out
I wish you knew the feeling of my stomach dropping
I wish you knew this terrible feeling that won\'t go away
I hope you know, I would never bring you this pain.
By Camryn Latham