Aya Kadid

The cycle of blame

There are two voices in my head

One is blaming me, and one is blaming you.

I don’t know which one to believe,

I don’t know which one is true. 

They both sound right 

And they both sound wrong.

I keep fighting the battle of “it’s my fault” 

And “no it’s not, it’s his fault” 

I keep replaying everything in my head 

Trying to find a reason to pin it on 

I’m stuck in this vicious cycle and for what? 

You are long gone 

And have probably moved on.