Here I sit
My heart is leaking, overflowing
I\'ve never known a feeling like this
There’s a frustrating pit of unknown in my stomach
And as I learn about you
The feeling grows
You’re a good person
Your kind and considerate and patient
You\'re well-rounded and funny and ambitious
I\'m a teenage girl with a teenage crush
Obsessing over magazines and online quizzes to solve the mystery of your mind
Your feelings
Listen to the beat of an unsteady heart
As I work to figure out the complexities of the world
I hate not knowing
Picking at flowers until I come up with a definite answer
Moreover, I cannot accept the rejection
If these emotions don’t have a partner how could I go
How could I see you
How could I talk to you
The stakes are high
So I wait wait wait wait
For you to make a move
Whether it be for or against me.