I refuse to believe that you’re actually gone,
But my recent emojis aren’t red roses and hearts anymore
I no longer sleep and wake up to “good night” and “good morning” texts from you
I don’t wait for the weekend to come to see you anymore
And I no longer open my phone to notifications from you.
But you can’t actually be gone
Because I still talk to you all day long in my head
I still remember you every time I see the moon
You’re still the last person I think of every time I go to bed
And I’d still be with my friends but only want to be with you.