<span;>Trouble breathing, hard time seein, this anxious feelin is what\'s got me down kneelin. I never chose to be this way, please, please, just let me be okay. When i was growin up my folks werent poor, but that never stopped depression from throwin me on the floor.
<span;>I just wanna feel ok, some one hold me tight and say it\'s ok.
<span;>I keep takin these pills, supposed to make me sane, but this fucked up world is messin up my brain. WHY ARE PPL SO DAMN MEAN, i just wanna disappear, don\'t wanna be seen. Started seeing a therapist, was told id feel better, but they aint helpin me so i think I\'ll start my goodbye letter.
<span;>I just wanna feel ok, some one hold me and say it\'s ok.
<span;>Why does it gotta be this way, i no longer give a shit what they say, im stuck in this shitty rut, always a sick feelin in my gut. How much longer i gotta last, ALWAYS FUCKIN CRYING THINKIN ABOUT MY PAST.
<span;>I just wanna feel ok, some one hold me and say it\'s ok.
<span;>I really don\'t like it when i gotta go in a crowded place..i just wanna scream, FOR FUCKS SAKE PPL GIVE ME SOME SPACE, i get so tense trying to make new friends, cause what if i get too attatched, then all of a sudden it ends. I have such deep love for my family, and genuinely love my friends, but to many times i ask, does any one really love me.
<span;>I just wanna feel ok, some one hold me and say it\'s ok.
<span;>Some times i feel like i can\'t move, so i lay in my bed and cry, and get this shitty feeling, like i just wanna die. Is it ever gonna be ok, will the hurt and pain ever go away, i stay up at night, in my head is a constant fight. I think it\'s time for me to leave this room, no more am i gonna sit here and cry, now it\'s time to say good bye...
<span;>Click, click...BOOM!