It was on impulse-
One second
Too many
I choked
Then swallowed
The pills
I sat
In shock
Yes I
Wanted the death
But did not expect
I would try
Suddenly
Dread
Anxiety
Fear because
The pain
I might feel
Would hurt
I read
The side effects
Stress
Can’t tell
Anyone
Texted a friend
He was sad
I didn’t come
To him first
But there
Was nothing
He could do
But talk to me
In attempted comfort
The despair
The loneliness
Shaking
I sat
Panic
I felt
But then
At last
Peace