So many habits I\'d like to break
The biggest is my need to escape.
Reality has always been confusing
The moment I was given the chance
I took the drift
Back then it saved my life
From wanting to end others or my own Second half I find it has become
Apart of a distraction from all of time
Ticking moments shouldn\'t feel like a burden
That only entertainment can fix, or the gentle rocking of intoxication numbing the ich
I am the problem and solution
To rid this mind of its pollution
If I fail to find the resolution
May it be found in the next generation.