I suppose the air should feel graceful
That pedestal of light
To feel the joy wafting from loved ones
Yet the falseness of this smile corrupts my heart
I gasp in sudden reminiscing
-The embarrassment of it all
Can I be so shallow?
Can I be so selfish t believe it is all about me
Reminded of the people with less
Gratitude must be my emotion
-But the feelings of being incomplete still permeate
The uncomfortable incessant laughing
How long has this been hiding inside?
How long has it lied inside?
-But yet- Gratitude is what I should feel